Speaking of emotional this is a pretty sad story haha makes me laugh thinking about it but last night i fell asleep and Larry started playing a game that woke me up, as soon as i woke up he started telling me how he downloaded something on my phone that i asked him not to download and i got REALLY mad probably too mad and i started yelling at him then i started hysterically crying. Haha it was so pathetic but he woke me up out of my sleep and I guess i couldn't take it anymore lol... I'm so glad that he puts up with my overly emotional self haha he said "why do you have to be so cute when you cry:" haha
After we where done with that embarassing stuff we started talking about my father and his heart attack <idk how we got on the subject> but it made me relize how much actually changed in my family since then and how much my father has gone through to get to where he is today....you see my step mom was always the rock in our family, if something went wrong she was there to calm you down but when my dad had his heart attack at that moment i was the only one who could compose myself because at that time i was pregnant with fayth it was 2 days till my due date! I remember i was pooping in the bathroom when my dad said Erica can you take me to the hospital and i selfishly said hold on i'm almost done <not knowing at the time my dad was having a heart attack> i raced him to the hospital and sat there in the room watching my father potentially take his last breath and i couldn't believe i was so calm because i could see my dad was scared...a nurse came in and told me my step mom was there so i ran out of the room to see her because i knew she could comfort me but when i seen her she was different, she wasn't my rock anymore she was broken and i was the one that had to keep her together. As i look back on these moments i relize how much we take life for granted way too much!!! Idk it's weird how life works.....