Wednesday, April 13, 2011

What a sunny day :)

So today was really nice out side and we met my dad up at the park as you can see Fayth and my dad had alot of fun. Larry met some guys and played basketball for awhile.
Now i found the coolest video EVER and it is amazing you have to watch it

Ok so today i've been so bloated it hurts sooooo bad it kind of feels like i need to stick a straw in my stomach to get air out that picture explains how i feel lol

And i got 3 compliments today which was good because i wasn't really feelin well since i was so bloated they said
  1. You look cute today
  2. I like your hair that way
  3. And you have a very trustworthy looking face
haha either way they are compliments :) well thats enough from me today short one :)

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

The Story of My Life :)

Now today i decided i would share with you the story of my life i'm probably going to get a little personal just to warn you so here it is :)

I was born on March 18th 1988 at around 4a.m. My name i was born with was Erica Rae Bell. My parents names are Michael Bell and Deanna Scott and you've seen both of their pictures in previous posts. I have 2 brothers that i love dearly but dont' get to see very oftern Brandon Bell and Canen Smith. <best brothers ever My parents got divorced not too much longer after i was born and my dad got custody of me....My mother and i have had our ups and downs in the last 23 years and i have watched her go through so much pain and so much happiness...I have watched her struggle with addiction which i know is a hard thing to battle and I have fealt the pain of the things that can happen when you are under it's control. I am so very proud to say that she is sober and doing wonderful she has grown into a beautiful person and i'm starting to get to know my mom better and i know that she is such a great person now because she is stronger then ever. Through the years since i was about 2 i've grown up with my step mom Susan.. She was my best friend growing up (not always though lol) and i am glad she was there for me she has done alot for me that i could never pay her back for. When i was in 3rd grade my dad and i where taking the cat to the vet and a semi ran over our car luckly it stopped before running over me and my dad geez that was scary...In October of 2006 I met Nick (fayths dad) and on my 19th birthday March 18th of 2007 I found out i was pregnant. I had a rough pregnancy to say the least. I was in labor for 2 weeks and i wouldn't suggest that lol...On November 25th 2007 Fayth Olivia Marie was born 4:16pm weighing 8lbs 1 0z. 21 1/2 inches long she is the love of my life! I got married to her father on new years eve of 2008 and moved to North Carolina to be with him since he was in the marines. Shortly after I moved back home and filled for divorce due to Domestic Violence :(....In may of 2010 i was diagnosed with cancerous cells of my cervix and i had cysts growing on my ovaries so in July of 2010 i had surgury to get the cysts removed and a laser abration of my cervix.

My life now: I have an amazing boyfriend his name is Larry VanHooser. He is the best thing that could have ever happened to me. We started out best friends since i was 14 so around 9 years we've known each other and it just happened neither of us expected it but i'm so glad where my life has takin me i have so much love in my life and Larry raises Fayth like he's her father he's so good to both of us i can't even describe it....i now know what good love feels like and i will never take that for granted :) I'm head over heals in love with him and i'm glad that i wake up every morning to him and fayth:)

Through all that has happened i have learned so much about myself and where i want to be in life and what i want out of life i'm so very greatfull for everything that has happened to me no matter it good or bad each lesson has taught me to be stronger and a better person and mother to Fayth

Well thats just alittle bit about me :)

Monday, April 11, 2011

Alittle bit of information :)

Alrighty so i'd like to discuss some things today
  1. I have a disease called Keratosis Pilaris a.k.a Chicken skin disease it looks like the picture, and i have it all over my arms and legs and Fayth does too it sucks! people always say geez it looks like you got alot of sun and i'm like nope thats just how i look lol so here's some facts so you know what it is
    • 40 to 50% of the adult population and approximately 50 to 80% of all adolescents have this disease.
    • Most people with keratosis pilaris don't know they have it
    • resembles goosebumps, it is characterized by the appearance of small, rough bumps on the skin.
    • Primarily, it appears on the back and outer sides of the upper arms, but can also occur on thighs and buttocks or any body part except palms or soles.
    • cannot be cured, however
      it can be treated.
    • tends to be worse during the winter months or other times of low humidity when the skin dries out.
    • I got this information from http://www.helpforkp.com/
  2. I'd like to talk about whats happening on capitol hill right now that alot of people haven't seen and thats the planned parenthood and abortion clinics and many people don't know that these places where the reason the government almost shut down because they couldn't agree on a plan fortunatly they agreed and here's some information about it
    • last Thursday, Planned Parenthood and their pro-abortion allies rallied on Capitol Hill demanding that Congress ensure federal money continue to flow to the nation’s largest abortion provider, Planned Parenthood.
    • At the rally, powerful, pro-abortion politicians like Senator Chuck Schumer, the Majority Whip of the U.S. Senate, declared that de-funding Planned Parenthood would “never, never, never” pass in the Senate.
    • The theme for the day was to stop the pro-life movement’s “War on Women.” And Rep. Louise Slaughter, from New York, earns the “award” for the most horrific statement that day.
      At the rally, Rep. Slaughter not only compared our efforts to stop taxpayer funding for Planned Parenthood to Nazis, but also said, “they’re here to kill women.”
    • While the deal did not include de-funding Planned Parenthood, it did force the pro-abortion leaders in the U.S. Senate and President Obama to accept the pro-life Dornan Amendment, which prevents tax-paying funding of abortions in the District of Columbia. It also mandated that the U.S. Senate, for the first-time ever, will have to take a vote this week on the Pence Amendment to de-fund Planned Parenthood.
    • It has been estimated that the Dornan Amendment will save over 1,000 pre-born babies a year from tax-payer funded abortion in the nation’s capitol.
      Because of your hard work, 1,000 precious babies will be saved this year in Washington, D.C.
    • disagreements over Planned Parenthood funding between the pro-life House and pro-abortion Senate leadership almost caused a government shut down. 
Now this was from a facebook email because i belong to a group called abolish abortion...I'm neither for nor against abortion but i wanted to know more about each side so i joined the group and here are my thoughts on the subject...I believe that it is your choice to decide what you want to do and i believe if you where assaulted and got pregnant you have that right to end it because that is a horrible way to carry a child and there isn't any way you could provide for that child with out having resentment towards them...But if you spread your legs willingly without protection then no i don't think you should have the option for an abortion. just alittle bit of my opinion but it's good to know whats going on with the government since they like to keep it on the D.L.

Ok so as some of you may know Fayth competed in a Nickelodeon contest here's her picture >

    And unfortunatly she didn't win which i think she should have i think it was rigged!! and here are the pictures of the kids that won i think she's clearly cuter then some of them
     

but alright thats enough for me for the night let me know what you think about the discussion below :)

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Random thoughts again

Before i start i wanted to say i'm very proud of my brother Canen Smith for making it in the paper heres the link if you want to read it http://www.presspublications.com/from-the-press/6543-these-young-weightlifters-can-really-lift-some-pounds

Heres a picture of my mom and brother and me and my brother

Ok so i worked all day today 11-730 and it was so nice out side so that sucked so today is just going to be a bunch of random stuff i thought of throughout the day
  1. I really hate when people say have a great weekend..because i don't really know what that means why doesn't anyone ever say have a great week? i mean my weekends never consist of much other then work so hmm nope i'm not going to have a great weekend :)
  2. ok so people really irritate me sometimes and heres a list of reasons why
    • people who complain too much
    • people who can't seem to stop talking on their phone where ever they go
    • skinny people irritate me because they always look good in everything
  3. I feel like i have seniorities because i can't wait for school to be over with ugh!!!
  4. Today everyone kept coming in and saying omg it's so nice outside or omg your missing how pretty it was and all i wanted to say was "shut the fuck up and kiss my ass oh here i'll even bend over for you." come on people have alittle consideration for the working people lol.
  5. Have you ever noticed no matter where you go there are always pregnant people wtf is going on? Don't drink the water thats for sure.
  6. Alrighty so i was thinking earlier about plastic surgery and what i would get done so here it is
    • I would get liposuction of my stomach because having babies means grosssssss
    • and butt implants just the that size> nothing huge i just want something there you know
    • what would you get if you could?
  7. ok so i found this video of this police officer or maybe we should call him a wittle baby just watch the video and see how stupid and mean he is....
8. now i'd also like to share this music video with you because it's my favorite right now and i love these guys

well thats enough of me today :)

Saturday, April 9, 2011

A Bunch of Random Crap :)

So today is going to be filled with a bunch of random crap that i thought of through out the day and that happend so here it is.....
  1. I want a job that i can blow shit up because that sounds really fun.. random i know but yeah thats what i want to do :)
  2. This little kid tried stealing my pennies out of my take a penny leave a penny jar..i said you better put those back lol and he did :)
  3. It really grosses me out when over weight people dress in really tight clothes i mean i know i'm fat but i atleast cover myself up  heres a picture to help you understand what i mean.
  4. Heres a picture of Jackie from work with the bread sample and i always hate working at the first register because i feel like the bread is stairing at me lol like "come eat me" mwahhhhhahahah.
  5. Ok so this guy came through my line and he bought a bunch of supplies as if he was ready to get hurt lol like bandages and stuff like that and i said "it looks like your ready to hurt yourself lol" and he just laughed then the next guy came through my line and his hand was all bloody and i was like oh i get it now and he said yeah i just chopped my finger off and then handed me his money which i then had to sanitize GROSS!!!
  6. Ok so when i was at work Andrea was trying to tell me something and she was trying to direct me into the direction of what she was talking about by moving her head but instead it looked like she was having a seizure it was halarious idk how else to describe it you just had to be there lol  but here's a video i found thats really funny
  7. Alright now i seen this video the other day and i thought it was the funniest thing so i have to share it with you :)
  8. Last but not least todya i was talking to Elizabeth and i said i need a sex on the beach and she thought i said i need sex on the beach so she looked at me weird and said okkkk and i said you know the drink and she started laughing but i really want a drink those are my favorite.
Hope you enjoyed all my random crap :)

Friday, April 8, 2011

Stereotypes and Work

So most of this blog is going to be about work.... but before i get into that here's a funny video lol

Haha and this guy is halarious at the end he says now thats what the f*** i'm talking bout haha  

Ok so i worked today and i noticed they where interviewing someone and they had hired 3 more people!!! we barely get hours as it is so i don't know why they keep hiring people boooooo...ok so i added a new petpeeve to my list of things at work and that is why do people put money on a moving convayor belt knowing that there money could get sucked into it and then be really surprised when it actaully happen? anyother thing idk if i talked about it in my petpeeves last time but when you run your credit card through the credit card machine don't you think you should read the machine? just a question hmmmmm

on a side not Jackie from work is super awesome :)
and angela and i where talking about how much weight i gained when i was pregnant with fayth and i told her 60 and when i was putting my coat on and my shirt came up and i said "as you can see i have alot of stretch marks" and she said "all i see is that it looks like you need a suntan" haha it may only be funny to me but i laughed hysterically..

alright enough about work i'm sure everyones thought about this one but i went to the dentist yesterday and have you ever noticed they ask you questions when their hands are in your mouth and they usually aren't yes or no quesitons...such as how old is your daughter, what is her name, what are you taking in school, where do you go to school....is that only me who thinks that is weird i would think that that would be the most unsocial job you have because idk about you but i can't quite talk with your tools and hand in my mouth....

last but not least today is stereotypes... have you ever noticed when you go to the restraunt they always hand the check to the guy and if there are 2 girls they put it in the middle of the 2 of them? why do we do this? and i do a big stereotype everytime a guy buys flowers i ask are you in the dog house? now why can't a guy just buy flowers to be nice why do we always have to assume that guys did something wrong it's the guys that have to put up with us emotional "bitches" lol

well thats it for me today not much exciting :/

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Earthquakes and Questioning authority

Well i dont' know if anyone has heard but today at 11:32 am Tokyo had another earthquake this time a 7.1! when is this place going to get a break!! http://abcnews.go.com/International/71-magnitite-earthquake-strikes-damaged-northeast-japan/story?id=13318962 this is the website with video footage if you'd like to see it...

Ok before i get into my main discussion i want to add a few things i seen today these videos are pretty crazy

I got my teeth cleaned today  and also thats my crazy face there. And someone smelled like smoke while i was taking my history exam GROSS!!!


Ok for the main discussion today i'd like to talk about today is 9/11 i know it was almost 10 years ago but what i don't understand is why anyone didn't question what actually happened i have a few pictures to explain why i ask this

now how does a plane that size slam into the pentagon and not leave a huge hole? how does it not leave any debri and how come nobody has asked any questions? my theory is that they didnt' want anyone coming after them and killing them like one of the guys that was in the 7th tower of the world trade center. He claimed her heard explosions and that they had to of been planted and suddenly he was found dead 2 weeks after those claims<coincidence i think not>
Now this picture of the world trade center shows explosions and if you watch the actual footage you see these explosions as it's falling now answer me this why would a building this big fall straight down like a controlled demolition? don't you think it would have fallen differently? Now i know alot of you who read this are going to be like "no way the government couldn't of planted these things against his people" but seriosly look at the facts watch the video 911: in plane site and you will agree with me....I think all of us are guilty of just listening to authority and just excepting it without asking questions, i mean we are raised to listen to our elders and not talk back but what if... In ethics class we are asked to question authority and question it again because only then you can understand in your own terms and learn....now i'm not saying you have to believe this but what i am saying is look at the facts and tell me what you think? listen to the presidents speechs after 9/11 and tell me it doesn't sound fishy...... You be the one to decide.

Alrighty thats enough for today :) peace and love <3