Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Love Conquers All a short story

I had to write a short story for literature class so here it is

Love Conquers All
Arielle Hanger is a 33 year old woman from Denver Colorado. When Arielle was 18 years old she met the love of her life in college in New York City his name was Vazol Lightbulb who was 22 at the time, he knew Arielle was the one as soon as he seen her walk in the classroom. They were both studying psychology but, Arielle always wanted to be a psychology teacher at a local college and Vazol wanted to be a social worker in the town he grew up in, because he was in the system most of his life after being taken into foster care because his parents where drug addicts. Although they both had different plans they were both willing to do whatever it took to be together . They both had steady jobs Vazol worked at a coffee shop and Arielle was a model at a nearby agency and she was doing very well,  sometimes she got little roles in commercials or movies. When Vazol graduated from college Arielle was only in her sophomore year of college but agreed to move with Vazol when he got a job in a nearby town. Arielle would go to audition after audition trying to get a major role but just couldn't nail it so she continued to do modeling whenever it was available. Vazol eventually proposed to Arielle after a great 3 year relationship and Arielle couldn't be happier. After a 6 month engagement they got married in an extravagant wedding, Arielle wore a beautiful white gown exactly how she imagined as a child, an Vazol wore a tux that he wore on his and Arielle's first date.
            After being married for 6 months Arielle found out she was pregnant. Vazol and Arielle couldn't be happier. When Arielle and Vazol went to the doctors they found out they were having twins, both girls. They decided to name the children Galina Rae Lightbulb and Wanetta Lee Lightbulb. Even though Arielle was pregnant she still ended up finding work and staying in shape. Once Arielle delivered her twins in December Arielle didn't seem to connect to the twins she didn't want to feed them or change their diapers and she cried all the time. She would leave the children with Vazol and go to the gym at all hours of the day, she would even disappear for days on end finding any modeling job she could. Vazol started to worry about Arielle because it seemed like she had significant signs of Postpartum depression. No matter what Vazol did Arielle denied it and she kept blaming her being gone on the fact they have more mouths to feed. Vazol asked if she could take some time off from modeling to have some family time, reluctantly she agreed.
            Arielle and Vazol spent a lot of time together with the kids and they finally got into a routine, Arielle was turning into a great mother, it looked like everything was turning for the good. As the year went on Arielle kept trying out for big roles and doing bigger modeling jobs that included a Victoria Secret shoot and modeling for top designers. Arielle's manager called one day and told her there was a try out for a new movie in which they were looking for beautiful models to play big parts in movies, Vazol encouraged Arielle to try out because he wanted her to be happy but inside he was hoping she wouldn't get the role. Arielle tried out for the role and when she came home she was so upset because she thought she did so bad on her audition. Vazol told her they would be stupid not to choose her because she's gorgeous and if she doesn't get it there are more auditions for her to try out for in the future. A week later Arielles manager called her telling her she got the role. Arielle knew Vazol really didn't want her to get the part because it meant that she would be gone for at least 3 months. Later that week Arielle and Vazol went to dinner just the two of them, Arielle didn't want Vazol to get mad but she knew this was her big break, and she already signed the contract without Vazol knowing and she was leaving the next week so it was either now or never. After dinner Arielle told Vazol that she got the job, he tried to act happy for her but deep inside he knew this would change their entire relationship and could devastate the children's view of their mother. Vazol didn't want the children to feel like their mother didn't love them because that’s how he felt when he was growing up he didn't want his little girls to be hurt. Arielle told him she already signed the contract and that she was leaving next week, this made Vazol very mad because he felt like she didn't even care what he had to say, and that she told him at the last minute.
            The next week Arielle left without saying goodbye. Vazol tried to do the best he could without Arielle around and he tried to raise the twins so that they knew that just because their mother was gone that didn't mean she didn't love them, and that they would see her soon even if he didn't know if that was true. Over the first month of her gone he didn't hear from Arielle very often and when he did she sounded very distant and never asked about the children. Vazol wondered what he could do to make her feel better if he could do anything at all. Over the next three months of her gone her calls dwindled and eventually he couldn't get a hold of her at all. Vazol fell into a deep depression because Arielle was the love of his life and he felt selfish for not letting her live her dreams, he decided he would give her some time because she's probably really busy with the movie and he wanted to be as supportive as he could be.
            Vazol was cleaning the dishes when he heard Galina say "mommy" he ran to where they were in the living room to see a preview for the movie she was in. It brought a tear to his eye to see his wife in such a great movie and she looked so beautiful, Vazol tried to call his wife to tell her it looked like a really good movie and that he couldn't wait for her to come home. Later that night Vazol got a call, he ran to the phone hoping it was Arielle calling him back he answered the phone "hello" but it wasn't Arielle's voice on the other end the man said " hi is this Vazol Lightbulb?" "Yes it is, who is this?" Vazol said sounding suspicious. The man said he was Dave Sanderson from the police department where Arielle had been shooting her movie. Instantly Vazol knew this wasn't going to be good news. Vazol asked "is everything ok?" Dave then stated "I'm sorry to inform you but it looks as if your wife has committed suicide and I'm sorry to tell you this over the phone but because she's a movie star we knew it would get to the news before we could come to you." Vazol was stunned he asked the man if he was sure she did this to herself, Dave stated that she left a note for Vazol and asked him if he wanted him to read it to him, reluctantly Vazol said "yes sir" while holding back tears he listened to the man. Dave read the letter to Vazol it said "Dear husband, you where the love of my life from the moment I met you, I know you love me dearly and I feel like I failed you as a wife and as the mother of your children, I don't know who I am anymore and I just can't live with the fact that I missed out on everything while our kids grew up. I hope you forgive me and I'm sorry I didn't give you the love you deserved. I love you." Vazol was so angry because he thought it was his fault that she felt this way. Vazol told Dave thank you and hung up the phone feeling devistated.
            The movie Arielle was in before she died was released a couple months later and Vazol mustered up the strength to go see it, he was in awe at how beautiful she looked and how great that she did as the role that she played. He just wished that she could have seen how beautiful she was and how much he and the children loved her so much. After the movie was over Vazol realized he has to step up and be the best dad he can be for his kids.
            When his kids got older they asked him about their mother, he told them the story and was very truthful. At the end of their conversation Vazol explained that he never fell out of love with their mommy and that Love conquers all.
           

Friday, June 24, 2011

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So i decided to take fayth to Justice< which if you've never been there is the most expensive kids clothing store! well anyways i'm apart of their emailing club and they send huge coupons all the time so i said how about we go and just try on clothes we might not buy anything we are just going to see what it looks like well we went straight to the discount part :) so with the coupon i had everything would be 80% off so here's the stuff she tried on
she didn't like this dress and neither did i when i seen it was 22$!

i ended up buying this shirt but those shorts where so cute!!! but they fit her just right and i wanted her to have some growing room





























this dress was by far my favorite and i should have bought it!she is so darn cute in it it was on sale for 11 dollars maybe i'll go back and get it lol :)



where do i get one at? i want one

thats crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!


i didn't even know that existed!


this is going to be all about things i like that start with the letter F
F
Fayth- of course i love fayth :) best thing that has ever happened to me :)

Fairies- i'm obsessed with tinker bell i even have a tattoo of her

this is pretty amazing
wonder if this was reall of not

Farting-Farting is halarious to me idk why but hope you enjoy these
this was my favorite comedian...may you R.I.P.

i couldn't tell if she was serious or not haha
haha haha

Funnel cake- yummmmm
Food- i love food in general and it's really bad because i always try to lose weight but cant because i get angry :(
thats funny haha wow



Monday, June 20, 2011

R.I.P. RYAN DUNN AND CLARANCE CLEMINS

Alright it's been sad news in the last 24 hours with 2 great people dying :( and at such young ages too boo
well hopefully this will raise your spirits
i especially like the ending haha

E
Echo- my car i love my car i just wish it was newer

Edy's ice cream!- omg you can't go wrong with this ice cream it's the best!



Edgar Allen Poe- Probably one of the best poets EVER!!!
this is the poem by edgar allen poe called Alone
 From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Emotional- omg i'm tooooo emotional it's rediculous!!! i cry when i'm happy for people, when other people cry and when i do something stupid.

thats what my brain does constantly

i thought this was halarious

Erica-me :) i like myself hehe


Sunday, June 19, 2011

duh dddduuuuuh

Alright it's been a couple days since i did this and thats mainly because of my homework situation ugh i have a test tom. on chinesse music and i haven't even started AHHHHHH.

well not much has happened in the passed couple days....my brother spent the night a couple days ago and it was nice seeing him, and fayth got new glasses


they have pink rims on them and she is super excited about it lol as you can see.














Yesterday i took fayth to Michaels craft store because they had a free craft for fathers day to do so i did one for my dad and fayth did one for larry




















So i guess i should tell you what i like or i'm interested in that starts with a D
D
Dancing- I love to dance even if i'm not good at it. fayth loves to dance too it's always so funny. anytime someone is in a bad mood around here we start dancing and it makes us feel better.

this is why i love dancing











dogs- i love little dogs :)






dinosaurs- i'm super interested in dinosaurs




Thursday, June 16, 2011

To C or not to C

So today i had to get physically evaluated for my new job and i had to get drug tested and i guess they do it a new way now where they cut a chunk of your hair...omg i thought maybe it was few strands but it was literally a handful she cut off lol i thought i was going to have a bald spot lol

lets see things i like or i'm interested in starting with the letter C
C
Camels- i've always wanted to see one but i'm afraid i'll get spit on by one haha

this is how camels make camels in case you where wondering haha
Candy- i love candy i have the biggest sweet tooth
Carrots-i absolutly love carrots my dad told me when i was little that i ate so many carrots my face turned orange haha i love them with ranch AMAZING
thought you'd enjoy that haha

Clouds- i love clouds i remember when i was little stairing at the clouds and finding animals and stuff in the clouds and it's funny that fayth does it now too!
This looks like a bunny to me
fayth thinks it looks like a dinosaus haha
this looks like a thumbs up




Corn- i absolutly love corn any corn other then that runny stuff!!


well thats interesting......i used to love this show haha

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

to B or not to B

Alright so today Fayth went to the eye doctor...that was an experience...lol but we got her new glasses so she loved that...

Well here's 5 things i like or facinate me starting with B
B
Babies- i love babies!!! nough said
this is Fayth when she was 2 days old! she was such a chunky baby.

this movie called babies was an awesome movie and a must see

Bacon- omg i love bacon i could eat it with anything
Boggle- i love the game boggle
Baking- I love baking cookies and anything even if i'm not hungry i'll still bake lol its just really fun to me
Big Butts- idk why but they always get me to look at there butt when it's big probably because i am jealous because i don't have a butt lol idk haha weird

haha omg i love this music videohow the hell did she do that?
what do you like that starts with the letter B?

Monday, June 13, 2011

starting something new...

so tom. i start a new job i'm pretty nervous but excited at the same time the first day is always a try out day to see if they like you but one good thing is they pay for your gas the first day lol yay i need gas so that works...


Fayth got Hair Feathers put in today


Alright so i decided that i would do blogs about things i love from A-Z atleast 5 things so haha thats going to be very interesting! So today starts with letter A

A
Acrobats- they amaze the crap out of me idk how they do it but it's amazing

astronauts- i don't think that i could go to a foreign planet and now be scared to death...and when you look at the suits what if they fart?


Apes- my favorite primate


Ariell- as a child growing up a ginger i kind of looked up to her in a way...i would always swim i loved being in the water and i would pretend to be her in the water i thought i was so cool haha
Avril Lavigne- when i was younger i went through a very depressed stage and listening to her music was the only way i got through it i used to have a shrine in my bedroom of every picture of her in a magazine it got pretty rediculous but it was crazy how every song she made was the way i was thinking and it really helped me and shes so beautiful! i wish i could have seen her in a concert...
hopefully you enjoy getting to know me better :)

Saturday, June 11, 2011

garage sales and making that $

So i had a garage sale today and made 160$ off of all the baby stuff i had and there are still so much left but i'm kinda glad some of the things didn't sell because maybe i'll have another baby down the road..... this was fayth playing on the drum set my parents where selling and man was she getting everyones attention and we sold it so hey not bad!


nothing really to talk about today so heres some funny things i found




so i found pictures of people that scar their bodies very interesting!

 




wth why would you do this to yourself i understand tattoos but scraping off your skin?














Thursday, June 9, 2011

Dana's Hair and boogers :)

So i work with this girl named dana and sometimes she wears her hear like this and it makes me laugh because it reminds me of a sumo wrestler it's quiet funny but i still like you dana even though sometimes your hair makes me laugh lol :)

so i decided i'd write a blog about boogers...dont ask me why idk but here goes nothingI have a phobia of boogers being on my face like i have to blow my nose then look in a mirror otherwise i feel like there are boogers on my face.....weird i know....
alright so i looked up boogers on the interent and i'd like to share with you what i found :
Well hopefully you learned alot about boogers thanks to me :) i guess we should all go eat some boogers and we'd be healthier.....

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

too much homework

this one is going to be really short because i have soooo much homework and very little time to do it all and i have to read a chapter book 190 pages long study for a music test start my literature paper and music paper and run a garage sale go to work and my brothers graduation party all in one weekend ugh!!!

worst remake ever

i remember watching this in psychology and cracking up laughing so idk if your going to enjoy it as much as me but what ever


this is awesome

this guy had some time on his hands lol



interesting!!

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

bunch of nonsense

this is so cute
hopefully the photographer is ok


someones in trouble














this is going to be my zombie ready kit!!!